we had a snow day today...i was so excited but first let me get some things straight.

my myspace is purely that MINE. no one has the right to ask, hack, question, argue, complain, etc. me about who or what i do on myspace. i do not use myspace as a hook up site i never have. i have never met anyone from myspace that i didnt know in person. anything ive said on myspace has almost always been related to what is between me and person im addressing. it pretains to no one else. so whoever decided to be clever and hack into my account to view my friends and comments i congratulate you because it shows you have no life and no sense of respect. i hope you all found what you wanted. my relationship with Jr. was never based on that damn website and if you think youre gonna get him that way good luck.

okay moving on to that. yes im "divorced" and single. Jr. and i are going through so much right now that i just couldnt handle all of it especially if he wasnt gonna stand by me and be the person i fell in love with. i cant be with someone who doesnt appreciate or respect who i am or what i do for them. this doesnt change how i feel about him its just right now i cant be with someone who cant believe in me or our relationship. however cause of the feelings, emotions, and distance things arent completely done and i still have lingering baggage so please dont step to me saying you can make my dreams come true or give me the world cause im so tired of bs, excuses, and lies from the opposite sex.

so moving on from all the drama in my life...

we had snow today.

i went to sleep about 4 am im back on the insomnia sleep pattern. Jr called me and i handled the situation. then my sister called and said my niece's bus is like 20 minutes late and she has to go to work so can i wait with my niece. i said fine cause i was already up pissed off and all that. my niece came over and we walked to the bus stop. everyone was waiting. it was like 8 oclock then the other bus driver said their bus should be there within an hour or so. i was like oh no i aint waiting an hour. the road near my house was so bad. theres this little hill and so many cars could not get passed it. it took this big semi truck about 15 minutes to just get over it. anyways so at 8:20 i told my niece thats it were going inside shes not going to school. she was freezing so we walked back to my house and then i walked back out to the balcony and the neighbor was like the other bus took the kids. i told her its fine cause ill just keep her. so i had my niece all day she was like im hungry and i had to cook breakfast for her. then we watched movies and tv and my back is really killing me so i negotiated with her that if she stepped on my back she could play doctor. it was funny she was like omg youre sick your temperature is high and she goes open your mouth for your medicine i was like uh then she goes swallow. it was funny. then i went to practice and now im here. my back is still hurting but oh yea i got pics hahah lets go to that.

heres the snow. it didnt last but it was there.


left side/front of my apartment


right side of my apartment


i got bored and wrote my name and left it but someone erased it like around 4 pm

so it kinda melted but its snowing bad again.


10:30 pm


right near my door

so yea that was our snow day. i hope it isnt as bad tomorrow i gotta go do some stuff and find christmas things plus a tree.

i want to have a christmas tree in the middle.



and then i want to have a train and village around the tree.



yup. thats what i want besides something else but yea i dont want my business leaking people like to run they mouths ;)

Brit