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The girl
Britney.
23.
Washington.

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Kobe Bryant.

Love song
808's & Heartbreak - Kanye West
Circus - Britney Spears

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
♥ 12:19 AM

hey everyone it looks like im 20 minutes late on doing the monday entry for my 2 week diet program. anyways its been good so far ive been working out twice a day on monday, wednesday, friday and saturday and once a day on the other days. the food isnt that great but oh well ill live and for some reason water seems to be so good right now its scares me.

so my current weight is 110.6 so i have 10 more days to lose that 10 lbs. i know i can do it.

moving on so soccer tonight was really interesting. i dont know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing. we just have to wait it out and see.

oh yea on sunday i had a very interesting day. it was like a blast from the past and two of my ex boyfriends talked to me. i havent talked to both of them in year + so it was very interesting.

so i was online and barely watching the bears/saints game. i was on yahoo and my ex zach

imed me. zach and i dated for a few months in 2003 when i first moved to washington. he was actually one of the first guys i met when i moved here and we became friends then it lead to a relationship. i was living with my dad at the time and i was like 17-18. my dad didnt like boys so zach used to sneak into my window late at night. there was sometimes my dad would knock on my door and hed hide in my closet or something like that. anyways the relationship wasnt that serious it was more like just for experience. so he imed me on sunday saying his current gf is about to have another baby. i was just like wow congrats dude i didnt really have anything else to say cause its been so long. we talked for awhile about life and how things are now for us. he wished me the best of luck and gave me some advice and that was it. it was nice to hear from him and i know it wont become a habit to talk to me often.

after zach and i stopped talking another ex of mine derek

signed online and he hasnt signed on in years so it was weird seeing that yellow smiley face light up. i didnt think hed im me but he did and we basically talked about how things are and what weve been doing since we broke up, etc. okay so i met derek at safeway in 2003 and i dont know what it was but he got me hooked instantly. we only dated for 2 weeks maybe less but when he dumped me i was so heartbroken over it. i was devastated i dont know why but i was. during that relationship this kid had me sprung over him and when it ended i had moments when i thought i loved him and wed have a great future. i was so upset over him leaving me that i cried and let it affect me entirely. however i know a lot of people dont know about derek cause it wasnt long enough to count as a relationship but the feelings i felt for him at the time were so real that i wanted nothing else but him.

after talking to derek, my ex jon

signed on and that was when i said nope time to be invisible. i couldnt have him try and talk to me or whatever. it would have been way too much to handle. jon is the first real heartbreak ive ever experienced in my life. our relationship lasted over a period of 4 years. it was from the time i was 15ish till 19 when he shattered my heart. i know youve all heard about the story so i wont re-explain it again.

you know zach shouldnt even be related to them cause he was a great guy and the other two were bleh.

it was a very interesting day and hopefully it doesnt happen again cause sometimes memory lane isnt fun to visit.

oh yea that was also day the team from indianapolis won. thats all i got to say on that.

i highly doubt ill be watching the superbowl. lol

on that note i weigh 110ish lbs. and im so proud. ;)

Brit