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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

♥ 1:49 AM

surveys...

2006 Survey

1. What did you do in 2006 that you had never done before? I got my own apartment.
2. Did you keep all of last years resolutions? No because I didn’t make any.
3. Have you any resolutions for next year? Nope.
4. Did anyone close to you give birth? Yes.
5. Did anyone close to you die? A lot of people I know died in 2006 but none of them were extremely close to me.
6. What countries did you visit? Japan.
7. What would you like to have in 2007 that you didn't have in 2006? Hmm there’s a lot I want but more than anything I want stability.
8. What date(s) from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Jan. 7, 2006 was the day I left home and all the people I've missed so much. May 21, 2006 was when I turned 21. Sept. 8, 2006 was the day I completely moved into my apartment.
9. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Being myself and trying new things out.
10. What was your biggest failure? I don’t think I completely failed at anything this year I’ve just procrastinated.
11. Did you suffer any illness or injury? Yes I did because of soccer.
12. What was the best thing you bought? Umm I don’t know but the best thing I got in 2006 was my Xbox 360 lol.
13. Where did most of your money go? In the beginning of the year it was to DVDs or clothes but towards the end it was bills.
14. Whose behavior merited celebration? I don’t know.
15. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Britney Spears.
16a. What did you get really really really excited about? Getting my own apartment.
16b. What did you get really really really weird about? I don’t know.
17. What songs will always remind you of 2006? There’s so many.
18. Compared to this time last year are you:
[a] Fatter or thinner? In between.
[b] Happier or sadder? About the same.
[c] Richer or poorer? In between.
19. How did you spend your Christmas? I spent it at my new apartment with my family.
20. What do you wish you’d done more of? Working or procrastinating on going back to school.
21. What do you wish you’d done less of? Sleeping.
22. Did you fall in love in 2006? No.
23. How many one night stands? None.
24. How many different people did you sleep with in 2006? 3.
25. What was your favourite TV show? CSI: Vegas.
26. What was/were the best books you read? I think I read 3 or 4.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Hinder and Danity Kane.
28. What was your favorite film this year? There’s a lot.
29. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No.
30. What did you want and get? Tiffany bracelet and necklace.
31. What did you want and not get? Everything else.
32. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you? I was 21 and I went to Pacific Beach with my family for the weekend.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006? It was the same as last year…casual and whatever I felt I was comfortable with.
34. What kept you sane? My niece and soccer.
35. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Jr. not being in Iraq.
36. Which political issue stirred you the most? Global warming and the war in Iraq.
37. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? The same one I fancied last year.
38. Who did you miss? My mom.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year...: “Don't trust nobody but ya God damned self”, “Why can't you just let me, Do the things I wanna do, I just wanna be me, I don't understand why, Would you wanna bring me down, I'm only having fun, I'm gonna live my life, Like I wanna do”
40. Who was the best new person you met? My godson.
41. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006? Can’t is an excuse used to hold you back from trying and succeeding.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel? When someone’s looking at me telling me how they feel it makes me feel awkward especially if I don’t feel the same way.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? If not WHAT CHANGED to make you feel differently? I was angry with Jr. I’m not as angry as I was at first because it’s been a few weeks and I just realized I was putting too much time into the whole situation.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you say to them? That’s a hard one because my mom and my niece don’t live together and that’s two separate calls. I really wouldn’t know until I was in the situation I can’t say who now cause they both mean a lot to me. If anything and he deserved it I might call the guy who has my heart.

4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? I’d probably tell my husband and my family just so they’d know. I’d practically do all the things I wanted to do so I can leave with an accomplished life.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why?
a. $20,000
b. no more worries.
I’d choose a. $20,000 because having no worries in life means you have no obligations, emotions, commitments, etc. for anyone or anything. Worrying to me is another word for caring that everything goes right and if you don’t have that then you might as well not have love or happiness.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? Truthfully I wouldn’t personally try and save him but I’d call someone for help. If it was a big dog I’d call someone for help but if it was like a little poodle or some kind of dog like that maybe I’d go in and get him.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not? Yes because honesty is the best policy and if you cheated obviously you’re not getting what you need out of your significant other.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? You tell them the truth about how you feel.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? The last person I know that died was my uncle and I wouldn’t do it because he suffered a lot the month before he past away.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? Yes.

11. Does love = sex? sex = love? No.

12. Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? No a coworker being fired has nothing to do with me regardless of their situation.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? It was when I last talked to Jr. about our situation. What I told him is between us.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back? That I do not love them back.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? My family because no matter how much they irritate me they are my rock and give me strength to continue living day by day.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? Tonight and it was to my niece.

17. Imagine. it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, and you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? Hahah considering I live on the second floor I’d be scared shitless if someone was outside my window.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? Being that I don’t know the proper methods of CPR I’d ask whoever was around if they knew how to do it and then call 911.

19. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? I don’t let anyone go I have my grandmother grab the newborn with her free hand and then slowly let go and grab under her arm with my newly free hand and pull both of them up. However I’m not strong enough to pull someone up but I wouldn’t be willing to let any of them go so I would continue to hold on to both.

20. Vanilla or Chocolate? Chocolate

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? Christmas when I gave a plate of food to my neighbor.

22. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? True love with a guarantee of a broken heart because every minute of it would be worth it.