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Welcome.

The girl
Britney.
23.
Washington.

Wishes
Kobe Bryant.

Love song
808's & Heartbreak - Kanye West
Circus - Britney Spears

Linkage
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Credits
Lovedrops♥
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
♥ 11:27 AM

WOW....

so i never thought it would be happening like this but everything happens for a reason. i wont ever speak about you in that way and i just feel hurt that you took that road but if thats how you felt you needed to handle the situation then whatever works best for you.

i understand that maybe the way i ended things wasnt too clear and i didnt explain to you exactly why i did it but i just needed too. everything going on in my life now is new to me and im trying to adjust to it. the only thing i truly needed from you was to support me and i dont just mean financially but emotionally, physically and mentally. i needed you to be understanding about how i felt and about how we needed to work on our relationship. ive learned from my previous relationship that you cant just stay and wait it out cause waiting means nothing is being fixed. i couldnt just pretend things were okay with us cause they arent and you know it. i cant be like you and just look the other way. we both entered this relationship knowing it was gonna be hard to outdue our first relationship. weve grown and we deal with reality more. i gave you all i could and all i wanted was for you to do the same. it didnt have to be 100% but it had to be something. i needed you to be considerate of my feelings. you always said im going to be your wife but then why couldnt you show it to me. i am grateful that you didnt hold me back from trying to achieve one of my dreams. it meant alot to me. these 2 years have been nothing but a roller coaster and i know were not perfect and people disagree but i needed you to show me that you really loved me. i needed to feel it. i needed to know that its real and not just cause im the best sex youve ever had. i told you before you came back that you needed to prove to me that i was the one you wanted and i only got 20% effort. it wasnt enough for me. im not a perfect person but the feelings i have for you are so strong that i would have done just about anything for you. i still would cause i care about you. it didnt have to come to this point but it did and nothing can change it now. our lives are on two seperate paths and maybe down the road we can try again cause i love you and i always will nothing will change that but i just cant be with you right now.

regardless of what you said to anyone about me or this situation i know its anger. i know this is killing you and the timing is really bad but i just want you to know that if theres ever a point in your life where you need me for anything ill be there for you as a friend.

none of this changes my feelings for you i hope you know that.

take care of yourself and be safe over there.

Nicole