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Welcome.

The girl
Britney.
23.
Washington.

Wishes
Kobe Bryant.

Love song
808's & Heartbreak - Kanye West
Circus - Britney Spears

Linkage
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Credits
Lovedrops♥
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Monday, September 17, 2007
♥ 3:03 PM

hey everyone! yes i know its been forever since ive updated and thats mainly cause well i would think about updating then id lose all train of thought so id just scrap it.

life has definitely changed for me.

first soccer takes up a HUGE amount of my time now. everyday of the week except sunday i have a devoted time frame for soccer and it has kinda lead me to the point where i really have no motivation for it. its like im just going because maybe its all ill have left in the end. the summer season is actually almost over and the fall season is coming up but im debating if im going to play because this summer i seemed to actually lose personal interest in it. some of my teammates wont be playing due to pregnancies so im like eh. who knows but you will find out when i figure it out.

this month marked the one year anniversary since ive been on my own and it felt awesome. this year has definitely felt better because i knew at the end of the night it was my place, my sanctuary, my hide away from the world and at times it kept me safe.

this is actually exclusive news right now. i am fully single with no other commitments or baggage lingering on. things have just gotten to the point where i have realized that im a different person and so is he. weve been trying to take 2 completely different people and put them into this perfect equation and no matter what we got in the end. it wasnt the answer it was holding on to feelings we once had. it was being so completely comfortable with everything that the slightest sign we shouldnt be together we shrugged it off because we believed that this was it. we believed that no matter what we would get through it but both of us barely fought to make it better. there were times when we tried and tried but recently we have both neglected the real meaning of why we ever dated. were both to blame here and yes maybe i am a little bit more to blame so i dont have a problem taking any of it. id take all of it if he wants me to. yes i know that this isnt where we wanted to end it but theres just too much pain that i feel and ive caused. last night had to be the end for both our sakes. it just had to be done.

so as of right now yes im probably moody or bitchy or depressed. either way im going through something right now even if i dont want to admit or tell you.

i wish him the best of luck and hopefully later down the road we can both be civil about things and be friends.

okay moving on...

umm i dont know i dont have much to say life is what you make it.

Brit